I complain too much

This blog has turned, so far, into a lot of me bitching. I feel like shit tonight. I've had the equivalent of 6 strong cups of coffee today. I can feel my stomach acid rolling around. Having some problems with my website, so that's kind of shitty as well. Things are looking better as far as that goes, at least last I checked. I wanted to take a shower today as I am filthy, but I have no clean clothes, and all the clothes are all piled up together, dirty, some really nasty, and I asked my roommate to fish through it all so I can have some clothes, and it didn't get done. I really need to keep my stuff separate from everyone else, but there's just not enough room. I'm upset at myself for faltering on the whole no caffeine sleep thing, I just can't handle being drowsy. I guess I'm a java junkie. I almost wish there were something stronger that I could take early, once a day, and have it last me without needing anything else. I need to buy some vitamins. I bet I'm seriously deficient. I bet I'm so low nutrient wise, I could take a double dose of vitamins and still piss crystal clear, because my body would suck the nutrients like a 2 dollar whore.